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Friday, 04 September 2009

Wednesday, 26 August 2009

  • back to reality

    i found a lover from britain. and i flee to his house in new jersey occasionally for some fun. he wants something more but i...dont for once?! how messed up is that? but the sex is AMAZING. which is why i'm going to use it to my advantage and use it almost as a reward. i know its not healthy. but i need motivation. so the next ten pounds i lose, i'll go see him. tomorrow, i'm not working so i plan on commenting all the regulars i USED to comment  on here before summer happened and i got so distracted with the current mess i call life. hope everything is well! xo if you guys want, leave any interesting stories or just how your lives are going currently as comments and i'll be sure to comment back because i love to hear how all you strong ladies are doing. <3

Friday, 17 July 2009

  • hi world

    I've been in New Jersey for a while so it's been sooososo hard to update. I still weigh 130 lbs sadly. Nothing has changed weight-wise. BUT I had gone away to a tennis camp in New Jersey and I got to know one of the soccer counselors, who is GORGEOUS. Light eyes, pretty tan, blondish brown hair AND HE HAS A BRITISH ACCENT. We talk on the phone everyday and we're planning on spending a day in the city together soon but he told me he didn't have a facebook and I'm kinda skeptical about that because what 19 year old guy doesn't have a facebook? Anywaysss, I still plan on seeing him but I feel like this won't work out at all. It seemed to happen all too quick for anything promising to happen. Easy come easy go but we'll see.

    MY DECISION: FASTING UNTIL I SEE HIM.
    I can do this.

Monday, 04 May 2009

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